Everything back to the start

After a talk w Rowena just now, i almost cried. I realised I'm indeed a idiot seriously. A idiot do thing without thinking every time, a idiot hurting people without knowing and a idiot kept on thinking back bcos of you this asshole.
Well, everything ended hopefully i think :)
Today happened too many things alrdy, one by one coming up. If one day i really cannot take it anymore i think i will off my phone and dont contact w anyone. Problem solved and is not whom fault but me, my actions that all really. And a talk w Row bout something just now, gave up and make myself better will be a good way. Whtever it is, let it be.
Sorry to Rowena, Girlfs, Weian and more... I dont wish to happen also.
Kay, today is not a good day i swear. I'll kept my promise and kept a distance to it.
Please, girlfs no more next time happening this. 4years of friendship i dont want us to end like that.
Row, girlfs i still love you guys alright :]


Well, to you ? Nothing much to say. I dont pin any hope on you anymore.
It just only kill my braincell to think bout it.
So bye peeps, I'm tired.