your presence.

why am i feeling so emotional after Mum and Dad know everything? I dont know.
Im lazy to type everything out here but yet i still feel like typing. Contradicting huh.

Off-day today, met up with people i missed. Went off halfway to meet Dad, Mum and Bro for Sakura at Punggol End. Because im working this Sat so cant have dinner together as Sat is that Asshole Bro's birthday. Spent around 3hrs plus there eating buffet steamboat bbq. Was damn freaking full plus nice. Saw Mingyang working there too, chatted abit.

Had a long chat with Mum and Dad there too. They knew everything single thing now. Everything, even thing that i dont intend to tell them in the beginning all thanks to Bro. But anyway result turned out fine, they didnt questioned me like a criminal but just asked a few question and this is the only thing im glad. Relieved after they know, perhaps they should know my age like this is common. Took shuttle bus back to Compass, walked home together. Enjoyed today dinner because it had really been so long we had dinner together like this. Either im working, Dad working, Mum working, Bro not in or whatever shit.

M chatted with me in Msn not long ago. He'll be going into Army in January, times flies super fast. I wish he'll do well in there and hopefully Xxuan will reply my text soon when she is back to Spore. If possible im gonna meet him and Xxuan up. I miss the both of them so much.

I dont know what the hell im thinking, what the hell im feeling now. Feel so emotional now, the thought of those questions Mum asked me, the thought of those words Mum said to me. I feel so... speechless.

Why people always say im the one who dont know how to cherish? Am i.